Dear aunt Dot, I dont know how to do this let alone know where to start. Going on with my life with you. You know you ment the world to me and now I feel lost. And I know if the shoe was on the other foot you would feel the same. I do not worry any more about how does she feel I know you are doing better than me and you are in a much better place. But I just have to say I miss you dearly and as you know you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. And thank you for helping threw the year with all my life struggles and I know you have brought me and my real dad & family close for once and for that I want to thank you. I know how that was a life long job of yours as I was growing up.. So I guess what I am asking is can you hold my hand and be with me threw this holiday season and let me know your around!! I love you dearly and you are the best luv ya always Trish